It's odd. Just when I think I have it all figured out, some new reality or truth rears its little head and I'm 16 and DUMB again. Not that being 16 and female necessarily means that one is dumb...but me? At 16? Dumb. Maybe naive is a better way to describe it. But whatever. You know what I mean.
I can't really even begin to think about putting what's going on down on paper. So for now, I'll just be brave and say that there's something going on. Inside me. An awakening maybe. A realization, for sure.
More later. Kids are looming near.